boyish: i could use a smoke.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do.

- What Hurts the Most, BoyceAvenue

and all they could do is to laugh at me.

about me. about boyish.

i am Rhye and not a professional blogger. writing is not a passion. it is an expression. it is personal. and this is not something that i can say i do best. i struggle finding the right words. i am lost with style. i lose to my emotions. when that happens, i'd just stare blankly into the blinking cursor in front of me. or hit the backspace key and watch as every letter disappears to a word. to a sentence. to a line. to my fancies.

i am 23. a graduate of Materials Engineering from the prestigious University of the Philippines - Diliman. a caliber as it is, i am a bum. my parents are my respirator. they keep me surviving. it's a nice thing not to do anything. only for a short while. and then you'd starting asking what is your worth. not that i feel worthless. just that, i know that i should be doing something with this life of mine. i am a bit desperate, but, i know better that i can't have a desperate job. my guiding principle? i don't deserve anything less. and before you raise your brows, lemme define less. it is anything that you feel you don't deserve. i don't deserve anything that i feel i don't deserve.

Boyish is a character you'll learn to like or get bored with. and i won't care. the attitude is random. to the point of being erratic. i don't cater anybody's interest in here. it is me. it is either you can relate with me. or be indifferent with whatever i bitch about.

for whatever it is, there is my shoutbox. just shout it out and am sure to hear you. and thanks for dropping by. thanks to the search engines that link to my blog.

boyish

i could use a smoke.

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