Showing posts with label ES. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ES. Show all posts

the rain. the kid. the kid dancing in the rain.

when was the last time i danced in the rain?

yesterday afternoon.

it started when i decided to tip-toe my way to the ME Department to check on my ES12 grade. i passed. that kind of pass that gives no allowance for a single mistake. i needed 12 out 20 from the last exam. i got exactly that. after four takes *such a shame. but, hey! we passed! and for the first time in this blog would i be mentioning about the rain. dancing in the rain.

i just wanted it to be dramatic. that kind of thing i haven't done for anything else that happened in my life. so i danced. i made splashes with my Chucks. and i was drenched. my orange jacket soaking in the rainwater. i extended my arms to welcome the shower all over me. would that be a polluted rain, for all i care. it was freedom, finally, from dose. and having made it to the cut-off added to the reason to celebrate.

and i broke the strap of my lavender adidas sling bag. and being this i'm-sorry-mom-i-played-in-the-rain kid, i didn't care. i picked it up in the middle of the street, not minding if the light already turned green. i was just worried because my laptop was inside that bag. i was a kid that knows nothing but play. i just clutched it and continued my dancing.

and when people asked, i just told them, sometimes we need that kind of drama in life. and so much for the drama, the rain has stopped and turned into a cold blow of wind. so much for the drama, as i was finishing my bacon, footlong, two servings of rice, two servings of pancit canton, pepsi and smoothie *oh! smoothie in the rain. why not? i was shivering. that kind of chill that made me worried that my lungs are gonna collapse any minute and that the cholesterol deposit in my arteries are solidifying to block the passage of blood. so much for the drama, the chill was torture.

and i never looked forward for a hot bath in my whole life the way i did on my way home. kuya, can we turn the aircon off and turn the heater on instead?

ES 12

roughly 6 years ago, i chose to go to the prestigious University of the Philippines - Diliman full of hopes for greater knowledge and a liberating society. and yes, for moving on (i left ******* a letter saying that i'd be away and that i might just move on and get over my feelings for him).

my first failed subject was Math17: College Algebra and Trigonometry. i got my classcard on my birthday. i sort of expected it, but still, the shopping money my mom sent me, though it was a lot, didn't compensate for the frustration. my parents were worried. so, i went home.

i won't be going thru all the details of my failures in UP. i'll just tell you this, it became an unintended habit. i never failed to fail one subject every sem. well, at least, those subjects were the ones normally failed by the students. and that makes me the normal/average UP student.

now, i am supposed to graduate this summer, with all other things going well, this Engineering Science 12, which is Dynamics, threatens to hinder it. it is already my 3rd take of this subject. and when i am supposed to be an expert with it by now, i am still finding it hard. ok, this course doesn't really have a history of passing rate that would make you confident. just last sem, it wasn't even 50% even when they curved the passing score. so, it won't be a surprise if the same thing is going to happen this semester.

well, to not make 'em all evil, they gave an exam which was so easy! very actually. problems with just around 5-step solution. but the catch there, you should have thought of an approach that wasn't taught to class. turned out to be the overall mean of the exam was only 40-50%. then, of course, professors went like, we already made the exam so easy, what happened. oh yeah! how sweet! what are we? a social experiment?!

i know that there's still a possibility that i won't make it, but, i was at least at peace with the idea that i still have a summer. but, hearing that they won't be giving out summer classes of the course, wtf?!

i would surely bother myself making a petition letter and obtaining signatures to support it, just in case...i won't make it. and if they won't be persuaded...hmmm...
  • probably, a bomb threat to the department
  • bribery?
  • make use of connections perhaps
  • a mobilization might do

it's up for them to decide. the hell, they won't be giving those classes for free! we'll pay, duh!


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